Written a year and half ago, while negotiating through destiny's torture!
Despite being a failure, practically, in every domain of life, I still feel there is an element of hope that I must hang onto. Why I think so; why don't I give up; why don't I accept the defeat and let life move peacefully out of my control -- is a puzzle, that I'm still trying to work out.
I never thought twice before helping others; I never let self-interest takes precedence over that of those I love and care for; I never tried to live and prosper at the cost of others' happiness.