Is she my mother? I asked myself, while looking at her after a gap of more than a year and half.
The most powerful personality I've ever noticed and experienced so far, without prejudice, is lying on the bed -- helpless!
Reduced to half of her original size, and suffering from Dementia, she appears to be a skeleton of her illustrious past.
I don't know what would be her future; however, I'd would try my best to make her penultimate days as painless as possible.
But, watching her helplessness, did trigger the volcanic eruption of an emotional outburst, since, without her efforts I wouldn't have been there where I stand today.
The stories of devoted mothers, from across all the living species, are the same -- not in terms of making their own life better but that of their children.
However, watching your mother dying a painful death, is perhaps the worst experience for you, as you know and admit the limitations of being the puppet of destiny.
Saturday, January 8, 2011
Watching, Painfully, My Mother Dying
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family,
living,
relationship
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